Trying

I am trying to blog more often. I seem to try really hard but get nothing done. I have the attention span of a goldfish. I don't know if it is the meds I take of the things wrong with me that I take the meds for. Either way I get distracted very easily and forget to even go back to what I was doing. I haven't been doing anything worth writing about anyway. Sue Ann has a terrible cold and cough and now she has shared it with me. I can't breath laying down in bed so I am sleeping in my recliner. There has been no drawing, painting or any other artistic endeavor for the past few days.

I am reading a lot because that is one of the few things I am up to. I have been reading several books at the same time. When I am in a fog I have been reading 'The Chase' by Clive Cussler and when I am feeling sharp I have been reading 'The Jesus Papers' by Michael Baigent. I can't say that I agree with all he says but there is a lot of fascinating history in the book. So far other than a few minor dates being wrong all he has done is postulate about errors in the Bible. I am still waiting to see what the big deal he talks about in the foreword is. I need to get hooked up with the places my sister is with so I can get free books to read.

Nearly Forgotten

I really have nearly forgotten my Blog. It has been forever since I felt like sharing. It has been too personal and too painful. I still have not gotten to see a decent psychiatrist. There is one my pain specialist has recommended but I have to go in and do a 60 to 90 minute intake session before I can even get an appointment. Then , if I qualify, it will be at least 2 months before I can see the doctor. I have to find out how much my disability will pay also. If it leaves much I will have to try to find another solution. I am going to try to get back to writing this again but right now bed would be the best thing.

Larry